"Snowpocalypse"

Record breaking blizzard! The blizzard warning went into effect at 7pm Friday and ended about 24 hours later. What a ride that was! The blizzard of 2010 gave Stevensville 28" of snow! INCREDIBLE! Here are some pictures :)

Historic Blizzard Underway

May be the largest snowfall in our history.

OOOOHHHHHHHHHH KKKAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY

I suck at updating. I admit it. And I don't even have an excuse to not update, cuz I have an app on my phone that posts right to Micvachon.com. Anyway what has been happening in my life? Welll... a lot lol. And if I updated like I USED to, you'd know all the juicy details. But I guess the majors are snow and cold and friends. First of all... we have had such a snowy winter! Its crazy! Lol. I got snowed in last Saturday from a snowstorm and we had more snow yesterday and a blizzard is headed our way Friday and Saturday and ANOTHER snowstorm NEXT Tuesday! AH! It's insane. We haven't had a time where we haven't had a pile of snow on the ground since the blizzard in the middle of December! Honestly, it's been much, and I'm SOOOOOOO ready for summer lol. But yeah, looks like a lot more winter and snow is on the way!
Ok so other than snow, keeping me in, lol... I've just been chilling with friends... nothing too crazy or anything. I have decided to just post a whole bunch of pictures of friends from the past weeks... haha. No rhyme or reason to them. I really really hope to update more... even with little things... I just need to have the self discipline for it haha.

Movies and Midnight Bowling

Sooo for like several weeks now, pretty much all of January, I've gone to every single movie that has come out... and every Friday I have gone midnight bowling with friends. I've gone with Courtney, Kristianna, Tim (haha), John C., Austin, Travis, Christie, Will and Travis. Lots of bowling time lol. Also, movies... I've probably spent close to $400 on movies this month. I know that's hard to believe... but I've gone to a movie like ten days in a row now lol. It's bad. I'm hoping in February to pull back on going out a bit and working on spending some time with myself. That sounds good... even productive. I will keep you posted. :)

2009 Review

So I finally made my review for 2009... I placed it at the beginning of the month where it belongs (and where I actually started writing it lol) So scroll down a few posts and read it! :D

I'm Meeting Kathy Griffin Today!

Ok so yes I am still going to get my review out. And yes I will still get my eyes checked... just not until next week. Now, today is ALL about Kathy Griffin. I woke up this morning, saw she was in DC, and im about an hour, Nic (who is a huge fan of her) and I will be headed her way to get books signed and hopefully pictures taken. Follow my Twitter for the exciting play by play today!

UPDATE! Heres a pic!

I'm So Sorry For No Updates This Month

This is hands down the worst month in history as far as updates go. I know at the beginning of the month i promised a review of the past year, month by month, and i had 10 months completed... and i just havent been able to complete those last two months! I will try to get to it as soon as possible. I have a feeling that January 2010, altho one of my most interesting and drama filled months in my life, will simply be recorded falsely as a non event. However, when i do post my review for 2009, my intent is to also make another post outlining, or at least doing my best to touch the majors that have occured this month. Cuz theres been a lot. Probably enough to make a good book...maybe even a movie lol. Hopefully i can get to this tomorrow, however i am getting my eyes tested so that might not be possible. We shall see. I am in the middle of a furlough week from work (thank you economy) so i SHOULD have some time this week to work on my updates and then hopefully find that February is a better month for updating, or a better month just in general for me.

2009, The Best Year of My Life

So now that 2010 has begun, it is time to briefly look back at the year that just passed. And boy, what a year it was! 2009 was easily the most exciting, lifeful, fun, amazing and best year of my life. I cannot explain how much I loved this past year. It was like I was on top of a mountain looking down at my previous years. I will miss 2009, it was full of so many incredible and unforgettable adventures and experiences with new friends and people I love. So lets take a look at the best year of my life on a month to month basis, and see how I got to where I am today. To see any pics from 2009, just go to that months posts in the sidebar.

JANUARY: The year didn't start out so great, because January is when I experienced my first kidney stone. No fun lol. However January quickly became one of the most memorable months in my life when I got a visit from a certain two people... Jared and Elizabeth! We all know where that went. I started to be true to myself, allow me to be ME and I got my first boyfriend. I also planned my first trip to visit Jared's family. I met some new friends in January as well... Amanda, Bethany, Olivia and Travis. :)

FEBRUARY: At the start of the month I went to Salisbury University and spent the weekend in the dorm and had a blast with some aquaintances. It was cool, and fun to experience that :) Also in February, after many many years, Ashley Smith and I reconnected, and now to this day she is like family :) And finally to round out the month, I made my very first (of many) trip to Asheville, NC to see Jared and his family.

MARCH: The month got off to a very white start, with a great snowstorm. Then it was off to Asheville again to see Jared and his family. However, I also went down because Jared and I drove down to Atlanta, and I saw my first Britney Spears concert :) That was so amazing. I also met Yonas Michael and we still talk to this day. March ended on a low note for me however, when Jared and I seemed to have ended our relationship. At the end of the month, Jared and I saw Britney in DC.

APRIL: Ok, April definitely is the month that opened the door to EVERYTHING. I don't even know where to begin... let's see, in the start of April, Jared and I worked out our issues. I made plans to move down to Asheville. Probably the most defining moment of the month was when I met Courtney for the first time. We knew eachother for like 20 seconds and then she took me to Christie White's birthday party. This is the night, the party that changed it all. I met John Cornett, Christie, Dan, Elle, Amber, and so many more people that changed my life forever, and are still a major factor in my life today. At the end of the month, Jared and I ended our relationship. And then I finally met you know who... Nic. Lol. I met him at Old Love Point Park, he was sitting on top of one of the playsets, like a Prince sitting on his throne. It was pretty epic haha. We all know what happens a few weeks later :) And finally, guess what started to cause a worldwide frenzy at the end of April 2009? Swine Flu.

MAY: I have no idea how to get thru typing this months review without crying lol. Ah! I love this month so much! I went to a gay club (Town) for the very first time in my life with April. I had a blast :D Olivia, Nic and I rescued a bird from a crazy downpour. It was just sitting in the rain dying lol. Also, I went to a Cinco de Mayo party that I ALMOST didn't go to... but I am very glad I did. Later in the month I adopted Sydney. And finally, May 17, Nic and I became official, which shouldn't have come as a surprise to anyone who knew us since we were inseperable all month basically lol. In May I also announced that I would be going to California with Nic in July. This month is also when I seemingly moved into the Thibodeau household lol :D

JUNE: Hehe, so many fun time this month! Had a graduation party for all the high school seniors , including Nic. That was SO MUCH FUN and boy do we have, er, stories from that night! Haha. Then the next night did change my life in a way... how? Cuz Will came over Nic's and got WASTED... and I had to take care of him all night into the morning. That started his and my extremely volatile friendship lol. Also in June, I turned 21! BOOOOOO! Haha, but friends did throw me a surprise birthday party. :) June also found me very alone, kinda, as I hurt my hand at work and couldn't work for weeks, and Nic went to Florida for a week and I was alll alone haha. I could not wait for him to come back so I could hug and kiss him and cuddle with him again! :D While he was gone Will and Christie and Nicole and I hung out a lot. Probably the biggest thing to happen in June was the death of Michael Jackson. That is something the world will remember for a very long time. I even wrote all over my car "R.I.P. MJ"

JULY: I went to California with Nic. I had one of the most amazing nights of my life on the Fourth of July with Nic. We were on the beach, watching the fireworks go off... and thats the first time we exchanged those magical words :) one of the best memories of my life. When I returned from San Diego, I came home to an interesting work situation. They had let go about half the employees and gave us Fridays off due to the economy. It stayed like that for the rest of the year. Went to a Kelly Clarkson concert in Delaware with Nic, Christie, Dan, April, Matt and Eric.

AUGUST: I went to Casey's party. Appeared on The Yonas Michael Show on iTunes, went to Mollys going away party and started a bond with Kristianna that will never be broken... thanks to Cooking Mama. At the end of the month Nic and I went to Philly and saw Britney Spears in concert... my third time seeing her this year. However this time I met Felicia, her BEST FRIEND! AH!

SEPTEMBER: Threw Nic a surprise party. Went to Town with Nic and Meghan and Tony M. Went to PA. Pretty straight forward month.

OCTOBER: An amazing month! Phil came down from New York. He, myself, Nic, Will and Elle all went to the March For Equality in DC. That was such an amazing event. I will remember that for the rest of my life. Later in the month, Amanda threw a Halloween party. Everyone was there. We had a blast for sure. That is also where I started to get really close to Kristianna :) Thank goodness for that! At the end of the month was probably one of the most fun periods of the year for me. Homecoming was this month. And although I didn't actually go... I participated in the before and after activities. I went to dinner with Courtney, Nicole, Will, Nic, Amber, Elle and Kristianna at Big Bats for homecoming dinner. We had a blast. Then after dinner, everyone except Elle and I went to homecoming. We went home and just chilled and layed in bed for like 5 hours just talking and bonding. Then we found out that Courtney and Will were coming back over and were spending the night. Long story short, we were up until 4:30am having fun! October continues with the fun! On the 30th, I went to the Halloween party ever! We had sooooooo much fun! I went as a baller. Lol. I was out til 4:45am. It was such a blast :) October started and ended perfectly.

NOVEMBER: Oh boy. November 2009. Well let's see... it didn't start out well or end well. The 4th is when my foot problems began. Before I knew it, I was in a boot and out of work for 3 weeks. This month I also got the new Android phone, The Motorola Droid. I LOVE THIS PHONE SO MUCH! Moving onto the middle of November... is where my year spiraled out of control. This month, Nic and I ended our relationship. I think I said perfectly how I felt about the situation in my post in November, go ahead and look again for a refresher if you want. Needless to say, I didn't post much after that. Most of November was a blur. However, something that wasn't a blur, was Thanksgiving. I spent it with the Thibodeau family. I had two breakdowns after the break up... this was one of them. I was grateful to have a Thanksgiving, especially with the family that excepted and cared for me unconditionally, but in the end, my emotions got to me. But, I had a Thanksgiving, and I am thankful :)

DECEMBER: Helped the Tibs decorate for Christmas. Then in the middle of the month I forced myself to go on a date with a guy I had no interest in. I tried forcing myself to get over Nic. BAD IDEA. It led to my second breakdown. Not gonna detail it... look at December's posts to read the details. A few days after that, I went to DC with Elizabeth. That was a friggin BLAST! :D We had so much fun! She is a nanny for her aunt who works for the government and travels a lot. It helped relieve a lot of stress. I got back and things started looking up. We had a friggin blizzard. Like literally 2 feet of snow. I got snowed in at Nic's for two days. That was fun :) We played in the snow, drank hot chocolate and watched "The Family Stone". Had a great time. I had to dig out my car tho since I was going to Asheville, NC to spend Christmas with Jared and his family. That too was an amazing time. Probably one of the best decisions I made in 2009. The end of the year, New Year's Eve (not mentioned in my blog for good reason) was filled with A LOT of drama. The worst I have ever dealt with in my life probably. I had some fun, but man, was it intense. And thats my December 2009.

Well, thats that. My 2009. Best year of my life. It was primarily a "high" year for me. However, my lowest points in my life probably occured in 2009 as well. But, since 2009 was home to so many extremely perfect moments, it still is easily the best year ever, and those moments continue to lift me up from any "lows" I may encounter today. I can honestly say May 2009- mid November 2009 were all 100% perfect moments. I was happy. The happiest I have ever been in my 21 years of life. It was sinful how perfect life was. And those months are what I carry with me everyday. I hope that soon, maybe 2010, maybe not... I can find something that will take me back to that mental state. I don't know how to get there, or if I should even try. But I do know it's real, I lived it. And I hope 2009 is just the start of my life and happiness. I can only hope that 2010 is just as good. Right now it doesn't seem possible... but if you were to ask me what I thought 2009 would look like at the start of the year, I could have NEVER expected what I lived to happen. And it was great. So 2010, here I come. I can't wait to see what you have in store for me, and for what I get to write about this time next year :) 2010, you have your work cut out for you, 2009 was simply amazing :)

So Far It's Been Fun In Asheville

I got here on Monday and I have been busy and having a blast ever since. Lemme see... on Monday, Jared and Katie picked me up from the airport. Guess what happened? The airlines lost my luggage... as usual lol. It's ok because I was reunited with my things a few hours later. Then even later at night we went to the movies and we saw "Precious" with Elizabeth. Ok movie. Honestly, if I attempted to take the trip day by day... I would fail. It's all been one crazy busy blur. Bed time has been after 2am every night. It was 5am last night/this morning! Lol. That was following a 5 hour convo on the phone from 11:30pm-4:30am. <3

Party with Jamie, Jared and Katie

Christmas shopping with Rachel and Jared

Bought new Nike shoes

Went running all over Asheville doing randomness

Ok I can't think of anything else at the moment, but there's plenty lol. Here are some pics from the party... Jamie and I and then Jared and Jamie. Tonight I am going to see "Avatar" in 3D and then we are supposed to get a bit of ice so I will be coming back to the house instead of going out afterwards. And then tomorrow is Christmas so all that stuff is going down and I'm really excited! :D And then Christmas dinner with the family. Can't wait! Then I leave Saturday... and have endless plans from the moment my plane lands at BWI at 9:30pm lol. That will be talked about at a later time. So until then...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Headed To Asheville

Currently about to head to the airport. Im supposed to arrive in Asheville at 2pm. Come home Saturday. I will update ya tonight or tomorrow once im there. As always my twitter will be updated frequently, so just keep checking that.

Also, pictures and stories of the historic blizzard i just experienced will be posted when i get back.

Blizzard!

Long story short. Right now my family and I are preparing for the snowstorm. I am currently sitting outside the grocery store. They are calling for between 15"-20"+ of snow here starting in a few hours. I'm going to a party tonight. This should be interesting. Then to Nics for the night as I mentioned in a previous post. I'm so excited and slightly anxious at how big this storm looks to be.

UPDATE: Here are some pics from the blizzard!

Looking Up? Maybe.

As you have been reading, my emotional posts have mostly lacked happiness. Well im trying to change that image. You see, the past week has been full of unforeseen twists and turns. From meeting new people, reconnected with past friends, to changing plans that should've made me sad... but in fact caused another exciting door to open. I will admit that i am still going thru a rough time. However, in many ways, these last seven days i believe have been monumental in my efforts to move on. And i want to post this and say to myself, life goes on. You can fight it and try and make the Earth stop spinning, or you can go along with it, go for the ride that goes up and down and see where it takes you. I'm voting I hop back on the ride and just go with it. I feel this way now, but probably wont soon enough. But thats why i am posting this. I want to see for myself, that i wrote this. Prove to myself i CAN feel this way and have a positive outlook. Right now i have sooo many things to look forward to in the coming weeks. So im gonna just focus on that, and let everything else fall in to place, and see where i end up next. :)

DC Pictures; Change of Plans

So here are the pics from DC two weekends ago with Elizabeth. Fun times!











Now... as far as my plans for Asheville, NC. I was supposed to leave Saturday morning and fly down... however it seems the east coast is gonna get slammed with a major winter storm tomorrow night thru Sunday morning. Therefore, I have been forced to change my departure date to Monday. I was down about it, but have since made exciting plans for when the snowstorm arrives. :D Spend the night at Nic's tomorrow night, wake up to snow. Play in it with the family. Come inside and drink hot chocolate by the fire listening to Christmas music and then watching "The Family Stone". It's almost like a dream. I can't wait!

What An Emotional Roller Coaster!

Ugh. So, I don't wanna whine or complain, or anything like that... but DARRNNNNN have I gone on a ride since my last post. I hit a low Saturday night when I went on a "date" with a guy for the first time since Nic. Although, I knew nothing would come from it, I was trying to force myself emotionally away from Nic. It didn't work. In fact, the total opposite happened. I saw him immediately after that at a movie party at Dans house, with about 12 other people. I saw Nic as I do almost every other day... but the date left me emotionally vulnerable, and when I accidently saw Nic texting his new interest, Mat, I became very sad... and then he started talking about plans he had with him. It crushed me. I had to go in the other room and cry secretly, then return and sit back next to Nic and act like nothing had happened. Then he left, there was definite tension, not the good kind, between us by the end of the night. His Facebook stated later that night that he was irritated or something. I went to sleep later that night with a feeling of emptiness, sadness... like a pit had been carved in the pit of my soul. When I woke up, it felt the same. I casually rolled over and grabbed my phone, checked my texts and then got on Facebook... that's when it all goes downhill. I became an emotional wreck, I had to drive down to the beach and sit there alllll morning, crying my eyes out for about 3 hours. Then I was convinced by April to move, and come see her... so I did for about 20 mins... then I got the urge to hang with the one girl that ALWAYS makes me laugh... Kristianna. However, she was working at Subway until 3pm... it was only 12. So I went to Subway, and sat there for 3 hours lol. Then we went to the mall and everything was better. We were laughing so hard we were crying and it hurt. Then we met up randomly with soooo many people and saw "The Princess and the Frog". Then Kris and I and Tim went to Double TT. And then home. I've been on a high ever since... I really needed that. Now... as far as the moving situation... I'm not changing anything yet, but when I go to NC, I will be seriously thinking about it.

Here They Are... The BIG Announcements

Announcement Number 1) I'm gonna make this short and sweet. For Christmas, I will be spending Christmas with Jared and his family in Asheville, NC. I'm very excited to see everyone again! All of my NC friends will be there. I will be there from December 19 - December 26. I already have so many plans. One that I'm very excited about is going to the Biltmore Estate and seeing it all decorated :D

Announcement Number 2) This is definitely a shocker to some. I put it on Facebook last night and loved the replies and texts I got afterwards lol. Basically, starting in January, I will be moving back into the Thibodeau household. I will be a roomie, not a live in boyfriend this time lol. Now, honestly, it will be hard for me at times. Cuz Nic and I are no longer together, and seeing him talk to other guys and knowing hes not mine at the end of the day anymore. It sucks. BUT, I feel its worth it. To have my independence. So I'm gonna try it and see how it goes. If it doesn't work out, I can always move back.

Big Announcements In Twelve Hours

You don't wanna miss this. I'm about to go to bed and sleep WAYYYY in. But when I wake up, I'm going to make two pretty big announcements on here. Both took A LOT of thinking and planning and even soul searching. One more so than the other. Check back at around 1PM for the announcement!

Life Is Beginning Again, And I Have A Lot Of Big Decisions To Make

Ok so since the break up the best way to describe myself would be... a depressed zombie. Now I'm starting to crawl out from the darkness and see some signs of light. Its a process, but I'm doing it. However a lot is happening right now. Even tho we are broken up, I am spending a lot of time at the Thibodeau household. And chilling with them. And I'm loving it. It's getting easier and easier to see Nic. We've talked things out and worked out a good friendship plan :) Hopefully it works as good as we intend it to. I went back to work this week and I'm glad to be back at work. I didn't get much sleep at all this week. A few nights I went to bed around 2:30am and got up at 6:20am. I'm exhausted, but I'm too busy with friends to worry about it. Always on the run doing something. Like last night I went over the Tibs house and helped decorate for Christmas. As seen in the below picture (altho it is blurry its me lol)

After that we had dinner and watched some TV and had fun times. Then today, I went to work and am going BACK over there tonight and chilling for a while, even tho I'm dead tired and need sleep desperately. Haha. THEN, tomorrow I am going to Washington DC to stay with Elizabeth while she visits this weekend. I'm so excited! And guess what? Next week is pretty much already booked every single day. So friggin busy. Now onto some more... serious news...

I have some decisions I need to make. One is private and only one person knows about it. And would change a lot of things... but that one is more of a future thing. The more immediate one is a pretty big deal as well. I've been offered to move somewhere and I really want to. But I don't know if it's whats best for me. I have to think about it and will probably decided in a few days. When anything happens with either of these announcements, of course I will update it. :D

Thanksgiving

So as tough as these past few weeks have been, I had to put that all behind me and allow myself to enjoy Turkey Day. Nic and I may be broken up, but I am very grateful to still be considered a part of the Thibodeau family. Therefore, I spent Thanksgiving with them. It was rough and emotional at times... well most of the time to be honest. From seeing Nic and not being able to go up to him and kiss him and hold his hand and pet his hair, to seeing my old room and seeing some very small differences in the house compared to the last time I had been there. There were good moments as well. Elle really was a source of happiness and laughter for me last night. And Luc was hialrious as usual. Dinner was amazing. Not really any awkward moments all night, just, different moments. At one point in the night it did become too much for me and I needed to get air. So, I went for a walk around the neighborhood... a 2 hour walk. From 8:30pm-10:30pm. It was cold, windy and wet. But it was the escape I needed. I came back and went upstairs and spilled my emotional guts to Elle, and then we cuddled for about and hour. Nic and I spoke very little to eachother. However, I think as time passes and the hurt fades, the conversation hopefully will start to flow again. I do think it was too soon to jump into a hioliday wth them, but I am 100% glad I did it. I am thankful for having a Thanksgiving and wouldn't trade it for the world.

Having A Hard Time... Not In The Mood To Update

I'm really not in the mood to update right now. I actually slightly hate the computer and only tolerate my cell phone and am sick of the TV. I guess I will update on everything when I feel like it. Right now I do not. So follow me on Twitter and even subscribe to my updates in text message form if you want. That is where I'm venting and updating my life regularly.

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Gonna Get Thru This

Simply put, Nic and I have decided to end our relationship. Was it a mutual decision? Not really. It's gonna be hard for a while, especially considering we spent day and night together for 6 months. However, in time, I can only guess that it will get better. I have the deepest respect for him, and I know when things settle down, and all of the questions stop, and the shock wears off, I'm confident I will still be a part of the Thibodeau family. The fact that we share so many friends, close friends could've turned out nasty, but it is managing to work itself out so far and with the way we are handling this, or at least I know I am, our friends should remain neutral in this situation and their opinions of either one of us should remain the same. It's going to be hard. Of course the details do not need to be mentioned. I will be ok, just give me a few weeks.

So Much Insanity... Ok Not Really But Still

You know when you feel like you have a lot to say and you don't but you don't feel like explaining ANYTHING at all? Well that's the mood I'm in. So here's a quick bullet look at what's been going on.

• Last Wednesday somehow hurt my foot.
• Called out Thursday and went to docs
• Doc said it was serious and was put in a boot and told I was told I couldn't work the following week (now this week)
• Got the Droid
• Haven't worked all week
• Doctor says he isn't sure he's ready to send me back to work even tho I need to go back.
• MRI tomorrow
• Podiatrist appointment Monday to see if I get cleared to go back to work now on TUESDAY :/

There ya go. A quick, bulleted update. Some other personal stuff has been left out for now... but I may discuss it at a later time if I feel like it.

My New Droid

I will talk about this at length tomorrow. This is to just inform you that today the Motorola Droid went on sale and of course I got one lol. I'm actually writing this post on it right now! This thing is a beast to be reckoned with and its gonna take a few days to figure out how to handle this baby properly. But right now I'm loving every moment of it :) More to come tomorrow.

Wowsers!

Ok sooooooooo I have a million things to update you all on. This past weekend was amazing. So quick overview, since I am a lazy typer.

Friday: Went to the party, had a great time. Went as a baller :P. We danced a lot. Learned a new dance to Britney Spears song "3". It was so much fun. Then when the party was over, I spent some time with friends I really didn't know and we talked around the outdoor fireplace until 4am. Then Amber and I went to McDonald's and I finally go to bed at 4:45am. Here are some pics.





Saturday: Slept in. Had Courtney over so she and I could hand out candy to the little kids. Then Christie, Amber, Eric and Dan over and joined us after. Mostly everyone except Dan lol. We had an amazing night of discovering eachother and bonding on a deep emotional level. Tears were even shed. It was simply amazing :) Here are 2 pics of Courtney and I handing out candy.



Sunday: Football <3 Ravens smashed the undefeated Broncos. Great game. Then I went out to dinner with April at R's and then we came back for a bit and hung out at Nic's until she left and I went to bed.

Rest of the week: I don't think anything exciting happened on Monday. Tuesday either. But oh boy was today (Wednesday) a different story. LLLOOONNNNGGGGG story short, woke up with a pin sized pain at the bottom of my left foot. By midday it was swollen and bluish and hurt all around. And don't even think about touching it! SO PAINFUL! So I went to urgent care and they couldn't figure it out. So they gave me meds and told me to stay off of it. I can't work tomorrow. And that sucks hardcore cuz I am about to get fired for missing so many days :( I don't know what to do. So I am worried about my job AND my foot. Ugh. Anyway pics from this past weekend coming soon.

Plans, A Blueprint To My Next Year (Quite Possibly My Most Amazing Post Ever)

So really the only eventful moment I had this week was The FOX News channel, yes the national one, came to PRS Guitars and hung out there all day. That was pretty awesome :) I saw a news anchor I watch all the time on TV and saw how the whole behind the scenes thing goes down. Pretty cool. Other than that, I had a pretty uneventful week. My weekend, however, is looking to be quite the opposite. Today, Friday, I am downloading a boat load of new music and then gonna head out and pick up Will and we are gonna go to the mall and find a costume for tonight's costume party. I am debating between being Lady Gaga or a cheerleader with pom pom's. I was leaning towards Lady Gaga earlier in the week. Now I am leaning towards the cheerleader. I only have a few more hours until the party tho so I need to hurry! After the party, who friggin knows what I'm gonna get into. Not trouble tho, that's for sure.
Tomorrow after hopefully sleeping in, Will and I are gonna go to the movies. I don't know what we are gonna see since he wants to see "Paranormal Activity" and I refuse to see that lol. I guess we will see. Nic has school and then work after so that's that.
Sunday's plans compose of one word. Football.

Now... I'm gonna go wayyyyy into the future, a week from now, next Friday. That's when the DROID is released. I cannot tell you how excited I am for this! If I wore "panties", I'd cream them lol. I can't contain myself. The part that sucks tho is that while everyone else is going to be paying $200 for the DROID, I will have to pay about $1000 for the same phone. Yes that's 3 zero's :(. Why? Because my contract with them doesn't end til December 2010... so I have to pay full retail price of the phone and also a penalty for terminating my contract prematurely. I sure hope it's worth it!

Now let's look even further into the future. January. I am 99% sure I will be taking hip hop dance lessons at AACC. I am so excited but just need to find out the total cost. Hopefully, it will be affordable.

Wanna go even further into the future? Well ok then :P I need to make more friends. Now, I know what you are thinking... I already have a ton and am always busy. True. But, most of my friends are moving away next summer. So i need to start making new ones, that plan on staying local, so when my now amazing friends leave me, I have friends still here to keep me going. It's gonna be interesting, but I look forward to seeing who is in my life this time next year.

And finally, here are some things I plan on doing/accomplishing in the future, however with no set date or goal in time. I want to redo my blog. Change the look and design. Make it more me "now" rather than 2 years ago lol. I need to tone up, lead a healthier life. I need to get some schedule or organization to my life. Like a workout and diet regimen, extra curricular activities. Get involved. I want to become an active member in the volunteer/LGBTQ community. Help those that are cast off to the side or hurt or need help for being who they are.
I am hoping all of the goals come to fruition, but when is a different story. We shall see. :)

Now, I think that's all for now. Gotta go shower up and head out and get these plans moving... starting with tonight! :D

Unexpected Fun Times! :D

So lets try and make this a long story that one that becomes very short. So Thursday I go to my moms to spend some time there and spend the night. Nothing out of the ordinary Thursday. On Friday, I slept in. And then later in the day I came home/back to Nic's and I showered and got ready to go to the Drag Show Pageant at AACC. I was sooo excited for it lol. So we get there and it's a full house. The show was so fun! Lol. Here Nic and I are with our very good friend Daniel. He was an amazing Lady Gaga. It was so weird seeing him like that!


And here's a quick look at Daniel and what he looks like without makeup... or clothes on lol.

Well after that fun night... Nic and I came home and pretty much crashed (from what I can remember).
Saturday was where unexpected fun happened. You see... everyone I know was going to home coming Saturday night. Well I had a migraine all day. All I did was lay on the couch all day. Then my mom was nice enough to come and drop off some meds and I took them and was feeling better because I went to dinner with Courtney, Nicole, Will, Nic, Amber, Elle and Kristianna at Big Bats for homecoming dinner. We had a blast. Then after dinner, everyone except Elle and I went to homecoming. We went home and just chilled and layed in bed for like 5 hours just talking and bonding. Then we found out that Courtney and Will were coming back over and were spending the night. Long story short, we were up until 4:30am having fun and taking pics. :D





Sunday was a good chill day. Slept in until a little after 12 noon, when Will proceeded to wake me up lol. Then we just chilled all day until I took him home. Good times. :)

The Day Is Finally, Almost Here.

Verizon Wireless just released this ad and pretty much tore a new one in Apple's iPhone rear end. I love how Verizon is being so aggressive with their ad for their new Droid phone coming very soon. I have been waiting for this thing since Spring!



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Party Time!... And Football!

So Amanda threw a party last night and it was pretty fun. I was down about some stuff... but it didn't ruin the night. At some points I was crying from laughing so hard :) I love when that happens. A lot of pictures were taken and I'm sure they will find their way onto the net. Once that happens, I will be sure to update this post with some of them :)
UPDATE: PICTURES ADDED







Now to today, it's Sunday... and when it's fall season, you know what that means! FOOTBALL! Christie and Courtney are coming over to our unheated house today to watch the game. It's been in the 40s all week and I HATE it. It's so cold in here! Hopefully all of my jumping and cheering for the game will warm me up.

Bleh

Starting to feel better... but also thinking a lot too. I hate thinking lol. It gets so, ugh. Anyway, tonight we had a movie night with Will and Courtney. And then we went to McDonald's, came back and played some games and did random stuff. I talked to Elle's future girlfriend Hanna, and messed around on the computer for a bit and decided to post on here. I've downloaded a few songs tonight that I like :) It amazes me how amazing Lil Wayne can be on other peoples songs. Its been so cold! Like highs in the 40s and rain for the past 3 days. I hate. And it's gonna be like that all weekend as well. Ewwww lol. Wow this post has been completely random... OH! I forgot! Apparently, instead of being comfortably behind my ribcage, one of my kidneys is in the center of my body... WTH!? Lol. Anyway, that's all for tonight :P

This Past Weekend In Pictures and Video

Click the link below to see some fun things that went down this past weekend with Phil and the National March For Equality.
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Also, here are 2 vids from this weekend... one of Phil playing Guitar Hero and the other from the March in DC.

Pictures Coming Tomorrow

This was one CRAZY weekend! Here are 3 pics out of A LOT that you can expect to see tomorrow. This is to just wet your appetite ;)






UPDATE: I AM SICK AND WILL UPLOAD PICS TOMORROW OR THURSDAY. PICS UP ON FACEBOOK IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND ON THERE THO.

An Amazing Weekend; My Poor Mom

This has been an absolutely amazing weekend. Phil came down from New York and boy have we all had a great time this weekend! Today we went to the National March For Equality in DC. It was so amazing. I will have details and pics for everyone tomorrow.

My mom has some of the worst luck with her health. I don't wanna get into details, but definitely my mom deserves a break from all of this :(

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NATIONAL EQUALITY MARCH

It's not driven by religion. It's not driven by preference. Simply put... it's driven by law. This will be the first time I have ever stepped up, and taken action, and hopefully it will be in a big way, along with thousands of others from around the country.

Equal protection in all matters governed by civil law in all 50 states. We will accept no less and will work until it is achieved. Equality Across America exists to support grassroots organizing in all 435 Congressional Districts to achieve full equality.

BARACK OBAMA. HE WILL BE THERE.

We are guaranteed equal protection under the 14th Amendment of the US Constitution. Free and equal people do not bargain for or prioritize our rights. Full equality necessarily includes all members of the LGBT community and encompasses, but is not limited to:

* The right to work our jobs and go to school free of harassment and discrimination.
* The right to safety in our daily lives, and protection from hate crimes.
* The right to equitable healthcare, and the right to donate blood.
* The right to equitable immigration policies.
* The right to marry.
* The right to serve in the military openly.

Many bills currently exist to address some of these issues, but we do not support a piecemeal strategy. We seek one federal solution to full equality.

LADY GAGA. SHE WILL BE THERE.


As members of every race, class, faith, and community, we see the struggle for LGBT equality as part of a larger movement for peace and social justice. The National Equality March is an important event to show support for full equality on the door step of those who can make that happen: the Congress of the United States. It will be held October 10-11, 2009 in Washington, DC and each Congressional District Action Team will mobilize its community to go to DC.



The 14th Amendment says:
"All persons born or naturalized in the United States, and subject to the jurisdiction thereof, are citizens of the United States and of the State wherein they reside. No State shall make or enforce any law which shall abridge the privileges or immunities of citizens of the United States; nor shall any State deprive any person of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law; nor deny to any person within its jurisdiction the equal protection of the laws."

Did you see a mention of skin color, sexual orientation, or sexual identity. It says if you are born in America... and that's it. And that's what I, WE, are demanding.


SUNDAY, OCTOBER 11


I WILL BE THERE. WILL YOU?

Chillin With The Gang

So tonight Nic, Eric, Dan, Christie and I went to the mall and we had dinner and then we walked around the mall for a bit and then we saw "Zombieland". It was ok. A lot of gore which I don't like but it had funny parts. Being with the original gang though is what I enjoyed the most. Ever since Eric left for college things haven't been the same. So it's good to hang with Eric and everyone :). I love weekends so much and to this day I am very grateful I chose to stay where I am and not accept anything different for now. Right now, I have everything perfectly placed for where my life is right now. :)
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Uh Oh... Deep Thoughts and Realization

So sometimes I get into my own little world and I start living in my own fantasy of a life. It's still reality, for the most part, but my mind can add some things and twist others. That happened to ne tonight. It kinda hit me like a small bag of bricks. I know things, but with this particular thing, it seems as if my mind had chosen to leave out certain parts of reality. So I had to be gently reminded. They probably had no idea they were bringing me back to reality. But they were. And so I needed to check myself and quickly. And I did, but it kinda hurt. I'm probably making this a bigger deal then it really is. It's just kinda hard. Anyway, things will probably be better in the morning. Hopefully.

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Lots of People Over

I'm really tired. And feeling quite lazy. However, I feel like posting that today Veronica, Jared, Joey, Eric, Amber, Will, Christie, Dan, Molly, Daniel and Hannah were over. Fun times. Just thought i'd share. Lol.

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Will I Be Going?

...Stay tuned to Micvachon.com and my Twitter.

Good Week So Far

So... this has been a pretty good, somewhat chill week thus far. On Monday, after an easy day at work, I came home and chilled with Nic and just had a lazy night browsing the net looking up any and all information I could find about Britney's new Song "3". Then on Tuesday I went to work and EVERYBODY was texting me saying they heard "3" online or on the radio, but I hadn't yet cuz it premiered while I was at work. So at lunch I rushed back to the house, quickly downloaded it and have been listening to it non stop since lol. Yesterday, Wednesday, I had another easy day at work and afterwards did pretty much nothing. And today... work was DEAD. Then after work I came over my moms and am here to watch our TV shows and spend the night here tonight. This weekend, Eric and Molly are coming home from college, so I know Nic and I are excited about spending some time with them :D