As you have been reading, my emotional posts have mostly lacked happiness. Well im trying to change that image. You see, the past week has been full of unforeseen twists and turns. From meeting new people, reconnected with past friends, to changing plans that should've made me sad... but in fact caused another exciting door to open. I will admit that i am still going thru a rough time. However, in many ways, these last seven days i believe have been monumental in my efforts to move on. And i want to post this and say to myself, life goes on. You can fight it and try and make the Earth stop spinning, or you can go along with it, go for the ride that goes up and down and see where it takes you. I'm voting I hop back on the ride and just go with it. I feel this way now, but probably wont soon enough. But thats why i am posting this. I want to see for myself, that i wrote this. Prove to myself i CAN feel this way and have a positive outlook. Right now i have sooo many things to look forward to in the coming weeks. So im gonna just focus on that, and let everything else fall in to place, and see where i end up next. :)
