Thursday, December 03, 2009

Life Is Beginning Again, And I Have A Lot Of Big Decisions To Make

Ok so since the break up the best way to describe myself would be... a depressed zombie. Now I'm starting to crawl out from the darkness and see some signs of light. Its a process, but I'm doing it. However a lot is happening right now. Even tho we are broken up, I am spending a lot of time at the Thibodeau household. And chilling with them. And I'm loving it. It's getting easier and easier to see Nic. We've talked things out and worked out a good friendship plan :) Hopefully it works as good as we intend it to. I went back to work this week and I'm glad to be back at work. I didn't get much sleep at all this week. A few nights I went to bed around 2:30am and got up at 6:20am. I'm exhausted, but I'm too busy with friends to worry about it. Always on the run doing something. Like last night I went over the Tibs house and helped decorate for Christmas. As seen in the below picture (altho it is blurry its me lol)

After that we had dinner and watched some TV and had fun times. Then today, I went to work and am going BACK over there tonight and chilling for a while, even tho I'm dead tired and need sleep desperately. Haha. THEN, tomorrow I am going to Washington DC to stay with Elizabeth while she visits this weekend. I'm so excited! And guess what? Next week is pretty much already booked every single day. So friggin busy. Now onto some more... serious news...

I have some decisions I need to make. One is private and only one person knows about it. And would change a lot of things... but that one is more of a future thing. The more immediate one is a pretty big deal as well. I've been offered to move somewhere and I really want to. But I don't know if it's whats best for me. I have to think about it and will probably decided in a few days. When anything happens with either of these announcements, of course I will update it. :D