No Internet To Start Out 2009

So I have had no internet for days now. That's why you don't see any Top 100, or any other posts. In reality I have lots to talk about and lots of pictures to share. so whenever our internet is back up and running, i will let you know. Anyway, 2009 is now here and im so excited to see where it is going to take me. I had no idea 2008 was going to be as insane as it was, so it just makes me that much more excited for 2009 :-D

Crazy Day... So Tired!

So as usual, I got up at 6 AM yesterday but I didnt get to bed until 2:30 this morning. Then I had to get up at 11:15 to help my mom watch the kids all day. We went to Friendly's and i ate wayyy too much. Then from there we went to the mall and went to the toy store and then we saw "Beverly Hills Chihuahua". Stupid movie, cute dogs. Thennn we left the movies and went to Chuckee Cheese's. That was an adventure. Lol. After Chuckee Cheese's we went to McDonald's and fed them nutritious meals lol. Now we are driving back to their house and "Womanizer" just came on the radio. Woot!

*UPDATE* Here are some pictures from the day.

Me with my hoody :-)

Got warm so hoody off and cheesy half-smile

Haha, no idea... but I'm sooo hot :-P

Look at the fall colors!

It's 1:30 AM

Yes. It's friggin 1:30 AM. I am 4.5 hours away from being up 24 hours. I'm not even tired really. It has been an awesome day... well technically yesterday was lol. But now my mom is in the hospital. I don't wanna get into too much detail, but it might be really serious. I will keep you updated. But yeah I just got off the phone. I've been talking to peeps. Random ones lol. Pointless convos cuz I have no one to talk to :-( Hopefully that will change soon. I went to the movies and mall and all that jazz. I will post about that tomorrow... er... later today. As for now, I think I will try to go to sleep and hope my mom does good in the hospital.

I Handled Some Prestigious Guitars Today!

So today has been pretty awesome! Before lunch my hands graced the new guitar for Daughtry! But thats not the kicker. See the picture of me holding the guitar above? Well the picture on the guitar is of a dragons face. It is headed straight for Nickelback... yes the world famous band. But thats not all, that guitar Im holding is going to be played by Nickelback in an upcoming, nationally syndicated commercial on TV! So awesome!

Walking In The Almost Dark

I'm totally walking our path and its getting dark real fast! There are bats and the crickets are chirping! I wasn't expecting it to get so dark so fast lol.

I'm At A Mall In New Jersey... And Scared

Um yeah, so here in New Jersey, I'm currently in the mall and it is the most insane place ever! I have never seen so many adolescents in my life! And of course it's late in the evening Friday night and its jammed! I'm not looking anyone in the face lol.This is crazy! Anyway I wanted to post this just in case I die lol. If I post again, you know I survived. If you don't hear from me by Monday... well... you know. :-P

I Gots A Splinter Mommy! Lol.

Got a splinter under my pinky finger nail. My mom got half of it out with tweezers, the other half remains in there lol

I'm Gonna Be Exhausted Tomorrow!

The VMA's were tonight and lemme tell you something... IT FRIGGIN ROCKED! But it made me stay up late. And of course after all the awesome performances, I had to download some cool songs I heard for the first time tonight. Now it's almost midnight and I'm so tired. I'm actually typing this on my phone as I get ready for bed. I hate to imagine what tomorrow is gonna be like. Lol. Hopefully with all this new music jammin' in my ears tomorrow I will be wide awake.

It's Amazing

It is amazing how things can just start coming together when you do the right thing. You just stop for a moment, step back and look at the big picture. It puts things in perspective. That's what I have done the past few weeks and I am so glad I did. I have changed some things around in my life, and already I am seeing small and large results... all of which are positive. Not only do I see things lining up for me in the near term, but also way down the line. I'm so excited. Life is pretty darn cool.

I Really Really Hope I'm Not Getting Sick

So since yesterday my throat has been trying to get sore. It will for a few minutes, and then go back to normal. I hope it's not building up to something worse. I HATE sore throats. When they get to a certain point, there's just nothing you can do about it. Anyway, just hope I'm not getting one. And don't ever again. Lol.

Good Morning! I Have An Internet Update

So as you know the only way for me to update you is my phone, because of a storm last week that completely fried our internet cables... the outdoor ones. Well this morning before I head off to work I thought I'd quickly update and let you know that they are coming THIS AFTERNOON to look at the problem and hopefully fix it. Hopefully. It might be one of those things where they come and look at it the make a new appointment to actually fix it. I hate that. But hopefully they will fix the problem as well today. I will let you know!

Congratulations Michael Phelps!

He did it. Michael Phelps just moments ago won his 8th Gold in Beijing. This is the first time anyone has won 8 Golds in one Olympics. He also has the most golds ever, combining all his Olympic wins. So once again, the boy from my own backyard, right here in Maryland... CONGRATULATIONS MICHAEL PHELPS! THE WORLD'S GREATEST OLYMPIAN IN HISTORY!

I Have No Internet

Sooo... apparently the storm we had yesterday fried our internet wires. The cable company says they are gone lol. So I will have no internet until Wednesday at the earliest. That means no pictures or videos of any of my antics until then! So sad :-(. Anyway, atleast I still have my phone so I will still be able to update regularly. I'm about to pick Tray up and go to the mall and movies and all that jazz. He's spending the night so woot!

Right Now, Life Is Goooood

So today started out as any other Friday. I got up at 6, started work at 7 and that's that. Well at our 1:40 PM break we in electronics were told we could go home at 2 if we wanted to. We usually get off at 3:30. So at 2 PM I was headed out the door came home and got some new music on the computer, checked out the news, and came outside and went swimming and then i layed out on the hammock and tanned as I listened to my music. And that's what I'm doin right now as I type this. I love it. :-)

OMG! It's 4AM And I Can't Get Back To Sleep!

Ok so if you have been keeping up with me, you have noticed that I've been on an emotional roller coaster the past month. Well JUST when I was finally almost back to normal... at 3:30 this morning it all came back at once in one big emotional rush I wasn't expecting. It came from a phone call. And now I can't get back to sleep over and hour later! The only reason I'm telling you this is so when I look back at this... I wanna remember what and idiot I was. Lol. This weekend may turn out very interesting... let's wait and see. I will update you tomorrow. Its lightning so who knows if i will get back to sleep now.

6:45 PM UPDATE - Haha, it was lightning at 4:30 this morning when I originally posted this, and now as I type this update from my computer it's lightning and thundering lol... I see a trend! So NOTHING has happened from last night/this morning. Hopefully it won't. I'm tired of it and just want to move on. I'm really happy right now cuz' I found out some more info on this subject that was like... "Whoa" lol. It made me feel a lot better and lifted a lot of stress off my chest. But yeah, there's still time tonight for things to evolve. I doubt they will though, especially since I don't want them to. BTW, I didn't get back to sleep this morning until after 6 AM.

August 3, 11:45 AM UPDATE - Woot! So what has come of this debacle? Nada! Woohoo! And by MY choice :-D This has been quite the eventful, non-event. Lol. So let's all move on from this subject together! Once again... WOOHOO!

I Want To Cry

I want to cry, but I'm so confused and numb I can't. I want to be mad and hit something and get physical, but I'm to down to excert that kind of energy. I want to talk it out with ones who are close to me, but I'm scared of the outcome. I want to release my emotions, I need to, I just don't know how. :-(

!!!!!!!!!

There are simply no words to describe how I feel. This past week or so has been one of the best, eye opening, worst, most confusing, heart wrenching most emotionally confusing time of my life. I'm very uncertain and confused about every aspect of life now. It's time that I make some decisions. Make them and freaking move on! I've been pussy footing around on making these decisions for years now... but it's time. I can't do this anymore. I need to make up my mind and forget the other options that exist. Today, I'm angry, sad and feel used and loved. Confusing right? I'm even relieved for the same reason im all the other emotions. It's so confusing I can't even grasp it. I dunno. I hope things get better soon. Really soon.

Ugh, Can't Stay Asleep

Yeah so after last night, I can't stay asleep. I mean i went to bed at around 2:00 AM, I woke up at 7:30 AM and haven't and won't go back to sleep. I'm way to deep in thought. Anyway... yeah.

I'm Soooo Tired

So with the combination of not getting enough sleep Sunday night and being tired on Monday, and then last night, Monday night, we had a storm right at 10:30 PM that lasted for about 30-40 mins. So now I'm exhausted. I'm drained! And it's only Tuesday morning! Ugh. Lol.

At Movies To See "WALL-E"

UPDATE: Yup, it rocked. Definantly another winner from PIXAR Animations! Go see it!

Yup, that's where I am right now. In the bathroom of the movie theatre getting ready to see "WALL-E". Can't wait!