Wednesday-Now

Ok here's to catch you up on whats been happening in my life... as usual lol. On Monday, I believe I did nothing and stayed home... I THINK. On Tuesday it was Cinco de Mayo! Arribaaa!








On Wednesday I went over Olivia's house and later Nic and John and Elle came over as well. We played some video games and then John and Elle left to go watch a dance rehearsal and Olivia, myself and Nic stayed back and continued to play video games. Then a sudden downpour came... like a friggin monsoon, and Olivia looked outside and saw that there was bird just sitting in the parking lot getting poured on. Long story short, we all ran out and got SOAKED in the rain (which didn't end for an hour, therefore everything flooded) and tried rescuing the bird. Finally Olivia picked it up with two towels and we brought it up on the porch. Then we watched it for a little bit and then we all stripped down and put our clothes in the drier and Nic and I ran around the house in other peoples clothes while ours dried and continued to play video games lol. Here are some pictures of the bird situation.






On Thursday I think I just came home... yeah I did cuz all week I've been waking up at 3AM and not getting sleep, so I came home and went to bed at like 8:30!
And then on Friday I went to "Town" a club in DC with April... and OMG... it was AMAZING!




And today Saturday I'm gonna shower and stuff and later hang with Nic and then Olivia is gonna join us and we are gonna have a good night together. :) Sunday I have no plans yet.

Britney Scared To Death On Stage

A crazy fan ran and jumped on stage and scared the living daylights out of poor Britney. Her face is priceless. Here is the event from every angle imaginable lol.

Today Has Been Blah

So today has been very blah. Like extremely. I have done nothing. I was considering going to see Nic at work (Dunkin Donuts), but considering its 8PM and I work tomorrow... I might not be going to see him after all :/ Anyway, the weather has sucked today. Wet, gray, dark and gloomy. And chilly. I'm ready for the hot and humid stuff baby! Woohoo! Lol.

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Emotions

I'm going a little crazy right now and this post definitely will be a personal one. It's just, I'm the one that ended it, I'm the one that had good reason to and I'm the one that should be happy about it. But that's not how it is. I am an on and off again mess! Finding pictures of us in my phone, and computer and the internet and other things just makes me cringe. Emotionally right now SUCKS! I don't know if I want to hang with friends or be alone... so I am currently relying on friends, but that's not gonna work forever. Yesterday was decent. Like, in the morning I had Alex R., afternoon Eric and Travis and at night I had Marshall, Amanda, Bethany, Olivia, Alex R., Courtney, Holly, Nic and John. That was good. It kept my mind occupied for the most part, but even then I still had my moments. I guess I can't wait until non of this matters. I almost went the whole "rebound" path, but I couldn't. I can't think of other guys right now. It literally sickens me. I wish I could go through this and be able to instantly talk to other guys without a guilty conscience, without feeling sick, without any hesitations. I wish I could be like that because moving on obviously would be a lot easier. But I'm not. So yeah. I have to suffer. I just can't wait until it gets easier to deal with. It sucks that at one time I used to think about Jared and my heart would swell up with happiness and joy, literally the happiest I had ever been in my entire life was when things were great with Jared... and now thinking about the same person hurts so bad. I guess that's how it works. Hopefully one day I will find... or better yet someone will find ME, and appreciate me for who I am, and love me unconditionally like I do for others. Hopefully one day I find someone I deserve but feel like I don't. And hopefully when this person and I cross paths, the paths join together and never separate. But until then, if that ever happens lol... I will move on with life, enjoy the upcoming summer and try to be happy. And when I'm happy, but no longer trying to be... that's when I will know that all is good :)

Major Changes In My Life

- Jared and I are no longer together. No details needed. Over 6 months down the drain.

- I may be single but I am definitely NOT ready to mingle yet. I need to regroup and go about things properly, no rebounds allowed.

- Big announcement is off.

- I plan on spending a lot of time with my friends and having a crazy great time this summer.

- I still have never done or even seen any drugs, and have still never been drunk. I surround myself with people of the like mind and am not pressured to do things like that, nor do I want to.

- For the first time, I am single AND being true to myself. Can't wait to see where that takes me in life.

- Let's get a move on with life darn it!

Fun This Weekend

I had tons of fun this weekend! Lemme break it down for you day by day.

Friday - Work until 3:30 PM. Then I went to over Olivia's and we went to the mall and saw "17 Again". That is an awesome movie and so funny! Then cme back to her place and I watched her play video games until like 11 PM. Then I came home and talked on the phone. A lot. Lol. I got to sleep at like 4:30 AM

Saturday - Woke up at 9:30 AM, updated Facebook and then went back to sleep until 11:30 AM. Then I went over Olivia's again and hung out there and then we went for a walk from her house and went to Food Lion and then to RadioShack where I saw April cuz she was working. Then after that we walked back to Olivia's, she went to a concert and I went to CVS to see John. Then I went to Old Love Point Park and walked around with Nic. Then when we were walking thru the high school parking lot, John came and picked us up and we went to Nic's house and got some bikes and rode the trail for about an hour. It was soooo hot! Then we went back to Nic's, and I had to rush to April's to pick her up to go to Amanda's to meet up with everyone to go to the movies. Going to the movies was... me, April, John C, Nic, John K, Thomas, Amanda, Steven and Bethany. We took three cars and went to the mall, ate together and then saw "Fighting". Awesome movie. Then we went our seperate ways. I got to bed pretty early, like 12:30ish.
Here are pics from Saturday's walk.



Sunday - Woke up at like 10:30, went for a walk. It was so hot... in the 90s! Then I went to Verizon and exchanged my Blackberry Storm for another Voyager lol. Came home and watched TV and stuff. A pretty easy going day I guess.

Sooo... No More BlackBerry Storm, Back To The Voyager; Record Heat

Long story short... the BlackBerry was too complicated and I need keys. I wanted to get the "new" Voyager or whatever it is, but it isn't out yet so I have to settle for the same make that I've had for 2 years now. Lol.

Also... it hit the mid 90s today... RECORD HEAT BABY! 90s thru Tuesday.

U.S. Declares Public Health Emergency As Swine Flu Spreads

Dang... this is pretty crazy. Take a look at this article on CNN.com. Apparently there is an outbreak of swine flu occuring in Mexico, where they have shut down schools, and the outbreak has spread to the U.S. Click here to read all about it.

Crazy Ad On Craigslist

"Hendersonville, NC. $36.4K / 35 hours weekly. Personal assistant (domestic and otherwise) to high maintenance professional. $10 base plus $10 hourly bonus to put up with the aggravation that comes with supporting an executive that (at the moment) single-handedly operates 4 international public companies. Crazy non-fixed hours, but plenty of potential for substantial advancement (including $$$) for right person. Not a gig; requires a commitment of no less than 6 months. Good, positive attitude a must. Email full contact details and personal/employment characteristics and skills-sets you think will assist in rising to the challenge."

No Big News... Yet

So there has been a delay in the announcemet that you all have been so patiently waiting for. The goal now is to have the announcement made by the end of MAY. Stay tuned. Like I said, once it happens, everythings gonna be crazy! :)
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Got A BlackBerry Storm

Ok so my phone finally died its final death and so I had to go get a new phone. So I went to verizon and reluctantly got the blackberry storm. Its ALL touch so that's what scares me. But we will see. So far I'm still getting used to it. And I typed this post using it too :)
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My Chill Weekend Not So Chill

Haha, so the below post said that I was going to have a chill weekend. Not so. Yesterday I went for a walk down the path and then came home and showered, then I went over Aprils at 4 and we went to Rita's and then back to her house for dinner and then I left her place and went to a get together with Courtney and met some great people :) I was there until like 1:30 AM and then came home. Today I have no plans... but that might change lol.

No Weekend Plans

So this is rare. I actually have a weekend to myself! My mom MIGHT have a yard sale tomorrow, but hopefully she changes her mind last minute lol. I'm hoping for a chill weekend. Just kick back and rot away for two days :)

Starting To Let The Cat Out Of The Bag

So I have started telling people what's going on in my world. Some of the major things that could have been roadblocks in my situation are working out nicely and I'm getting soooo excited! I called Amanda and told her today. I'm going over Marshall's in a few to have dinner and break the news to him. And tonight or tomorrow Olivia will know. Later this week Eric, Ashley and April will be told. I'm so excited! Hopefully sometime next week I will be able to make an official announcement to the rest of the world... then watch all heck break loose lol.

Another Trip To Asheville

Ok so last week I drove down to Asheville, NC again just a few days after getting back from my previous trip there lol. I drove down and surprised Jared at work. I walked right in and almost right up to him before he saw me. It was PRICELESS! Lol. We had an AMAZING time. While Jared was working I hung out with Elizabeth and his family. Then on Sunday the whole family came over for lunch. It was nice to finally meet everyone I need to meet. Also earlier in the week I met his dad. Also Jared and I and his family talked about some serious issues that he and I now face and I feel we have made great strides in the right direction, and hopefully sooner rather than later I will have something official to announce... and it will be BIG. Stay tuned!

Videos From My March 4-8 Trip To Asheville and Atlanta To See Britney Spears

Ok so I may be a month late... but FINALLY here are the vids of my trip down to Asheville to see Jared and Britney Spears in Atlanta in the beginning of March. Start from the top video and move your way down to the last one (at the bottom of post). Make sure after you hit "play" that you click the "HQ" button to switch over to the High Quality video!

The Last Week or So

So a lot has happened in the past week and a half. I had a decision to make and I made it. It will most likely be life changing and HOPEFULLY for the better. Because of this decision, I made an emergency road trip to Asheville, NC to see/talk to Jared. It was a good productive weekend. We had an awesome time after we took care of the serious business. Jared, Katie and Jamie took me to "The Cut", it's an awesome place on a mountain that you can see all of downtown Asheville. It's so pretty at night. We hiked up the mountain at 11:30 PM! It was great :) Even though I just got back on Sunday, I'm headed back down after work on Thursday. So I will be making yet another 9 hour drive... I will get there HOPEFULLY at around 1 AM if everything goes well. And that's after working a full day :-/. Anyway right now things look like they MIGHT be clearing up now in my life and hopefully this happiness that I'm feeling stays and gets stronger. Oh and tonight I hung out with April and Ashley. We went to Luke's Grille and then Dairy Queen.

BIG UPDATE

Ok so since I last posted A LOT has happened! First of all the thing that was keeping me down has basically been resolved. Now I just have some choices to make that are hard... but I'm going to have to suck it up and make them. Last weekend we had movie night over Amanda's and Olivia, Bethany, Me, Holly, Alex and Phil were there and we watched stand up comedy and "Signs". It was hilarious cuz at one of the scenes in signs, where the alien is walking by the window, Amanda opened the window shade and it was night out and Steven was walking right by the window and everyone screamed so loud! It was perfect timing... I SWEAR my head hit the ceiling lol. Also I went to see Britney Spears again... this time in DC. Jared flew up on Monday night and we stayed at the Hilton Garden Inn in Annapolis in room 429. On Tuesday I drove Jared over here to introduce him to Olivia and her family, April and my mom. That was fun :) then we saw Britney Tuesday night, and it was AMAZING! WE were even closer then before and they added some stuff to the show. Then after the concert we helped a drunk lady walk thru DC to get to her room safely and then we went to Denny's. We got back to our room at like 2 AM. Then on Wednesday we slept in, went to the mall, went to Bertucci's and drove around Annapolis. Then I had to drop him off at BWI at 430 :(. Then Alex and I hung out lol. And now looking towards the future... tonight I'm picking up April and we are going to dinner to see Alex at his new job at Ledo's in Annapolis and meeting my mom and going to the movies. Then I think we are going to the movies. I think. Then tomorrow night is movie night! :) I get to bring the movie tomorrow and I am bringing "Grease". :) So that's that... I will TRY to update more... but I have so much of a life that I have no more life! Haha.

Just What I Needed :)

So after a rough week, calling out of work Wednesday and Thursday from mild depression and going into work on Friday and collapsing into a hyperventilating tearful outbreak (how embarrassing) as soon as I walked in the doors... I FINALLY had a happy time last night! Olivia and I went out and later we met up with Phil and Alex and we had a blast! The best part of the night was when we all blasted music in the parking lot and danced our butts off from like 11 PM-1140 PM. It was major fun and I can't wait to do it again. Tonight is movie night at Amanda's! Everyone's coming so I'm really excited! This is the therapy I have needed OMG! Below is a video from last night... you can barely see me in it, it's really dark.

Ugh

Life rocks, life sucks. Right now it sucks. I'm at a low... but honestly I don't think it's my lowest. I can get through this. I really can. And I have a strong support team to help me.

Saw Britney Spears Last Night And...

... It was amazing! The concert was unlike anything I have ever seen! There was so much happening and Britney looked amazing! It took us about 3.5 hours to drive from Asheville, NC to Atlanta. We got there at 3:45 PM and walked around and stuff. And after the show we had to take a detour in the middle of no where and we didn't get home until around 3:30 AM. It was all good tho :) I can't wait to see her again in DC on March 24! But for now I'm going to enjoy the rest of my weekend in Asheville with Jared :)

UPDATE: Here's a vid of us in Atlanta at the concert and some pics as well.






UPDATE: CLICK HERE TO SEE VIDEO'S OF THE WHOLE TRIP THAT I TOOK.

What A Snowstorm!

What a crazy snowstorm! It was a blizzard! The winds and extremely heavy snow knocked our power out all night! I woke up at 2:15 AM and couldn't get back to sleep until a bit after 6AM. Of course I called out of work. This was certainly a doozy of a storm! Here are some pics! Oh and BTW... we are about to make the transition from a PC to a Mac today, and it will take a couple of days to get everything up and running again. Also I'm headed to NC to see Jared/Britney Spears on Wednesday so just FYI. Ok NOW you can scroll down and look at the pics!








And of course, what time better than now to start a base coat of a tan?

Winter Storm Warning!

Yeah baby! We have been put under a Winter Storm Warning for snow starting later today, lasting all night and into tomorrow morning! They are calling for us to get anywhere from 6"-12"! I'm so excited! And on top of that, they are calling for strong winds around 30 MPH, so it could be an all out blizzard! Even when it's over we will still have blowing snow! Right now we have a layer of sleet on the ground and cars, but hopefully this time tomorrow we will be buried in a foot of snow! I will update with pics later!

Asheville, NC!

So last Wednesday night I flew to Asheville to see Jared and meet his family. It was an amazing time. I came back yesterday... regrettably. Life goes on though. Here's a breakdown of what I did day by day.

Wednesday- I leave work at 3:30 and rush to the airport and arrive in Asheville at around 8:30PM. Jared picked me up and we went to WalMart lol. Then we went to his house and I met his fam. Then bedtime.

Thursday- I met his sister Rachel, who is absolutely incredible. Also Jared's nephew Garrett and the puppy Charlie :) We went out to eat and just had a good time. I also played cards with the fam Thrusday night.

Friday- I went to the Biltmore Estate, the largest home in America. Also Jared and I ran a mile around his old high school track in the freezing cold at 9PM! However it was absolutely BEAUTIFUL. I want to do that again so bad. His mom made enchiladas and they were soooooo good!



Saturday- Jared and I sleep in, then he takes me on another tour of Asheville. Then we drive out to his sisters, get gelato and hang out at her house. Then I meet Jared's friend Jamie, and we go out to dinner with her.

Sunday- I cried. Lol. I didn't want to leave. But I had to.

I had such an incredible time with Jared and everyone. And I'm excited that I'm going back next week! Lol. March 4 I fly right back down, and the 5th Jared and I go see Britney in concert! :-)

Last Week

So last week was uber fun! I met up with Ashley on Monday and we went shopping Monday night for stuff for her trip to see her boyfriend in North Carolina.And also yesterday the Hendrickson's had a brunch party and OMG there was sooo much food! As seen below, it was just the start! I had a blast!



It's me and Amanda!

OMG! I'm Going To 2 Britney Concerts!

AAAAHHHHHHH! So it's final! I'm now seeing Britney Spears in concert in Atlanta as well as in Washington DC! On March 4, I'm flying back down to North Carolina and staying with Jared, and the next day he and I are driving down to Atlanta and seeing Britney together! Then we are going back to his house and I'm staying the weekend... again lol. Then March 23, he is flying up here and we are seeing her together again on the 24th in DC! And then he goes home the 25th. I'm so excited!!!

Fun Movie Night

Last night I went over to Marshall's house and Amanda, Bethany, Olivia and John came over as well and we ate shrimp stuff, brownies and soda and watched a movie and talked and played around and just had an all around good time :)

Lost Connections... Reconnected!

So an old old old friend of mine, Ashley Smith has come back into my life! We met up and caught up at dinner last night. It was AWESOME! I'm so excited! It's so weird seeing someone you havent seen in almost 10 years! It's craziness. She's still the same girl in so many ways! I'm so excited! You will probably be seeing pics of us soon!

He Was Stoned On Meds From The Dentist Lol