Ok, I Will Try And Explain

The last couple weeks or so have been completely insane. As you can tell by my previous post, I have been and petty much still am an emotional wreck, or rather I guess the best way to put it is emotionally down. I'm not really a wreck at this point. I will explain further in a bit, but first, let me update you on everything else that has been happening.

I will start off with Jolene. Who you ask? My new dog... sorta. See David's family had a dog and long story short, now she lives with my family and I. She's so much fun lol. She's so hyper and loving. She gets along great with all of our other animals... except the cats... she's terrified of them lol. It's hilarious. Oh and she needs to sleep UNDER the covers on my bed RIGHT against my body.

Ok now let's jump to going to the club. Boy, that's a LONG story in itself. But let's make it short shall we? Ok. I went to TOWN with Ashley Smith (her first time at a club) and we had a blast. We met up with Molly, Nic, Mat, Christie and Matt Cash there and other friends I know through the "scene"...ew... lol. We had a blast and it was a good night out. Below is a blurry pic of Christie and Matt on the table in the middle of the floor dancing.


Moving on to... MY DAD! I've been spending quite a bit of time with him. Last week we went to Hong Kong with Mrs. Jessie and Brett and Craig, just like old times. And now he has completely made another level to the house and upstairs is a game room where he and I shoot pool all the time. It's been fun. So that's a continuing of that story.

CRAZY STORM! Yeah can you guess what this section is devoted to? Haha. Two Sundays ago, I was over Davids, and we had a CRAZZZZYYY storm! Definitely the strongest winds I've been through before. It blew trees completely out of the ground and knocked out power for days. Driving around PG county without any traffic lights is HORRIBLE! Below are some pictures after the storm...





Finally, last night Kristianna and I went to Travis Dragan's house and hung out there until about 1:30am. We had a blast pretty much doing nothing at all. But somehow, it was so much fun. And then when Kris and I were driving home from Pasadena at 2am, we had the top down and we were blasting Whitney and Mariah... epic <3. Anyway here is a pic of Travis trying to be all gangsta haha. Gotta love it :D


Ok, so FINALLY we come to what's been so bad in my life. I am going to try and make this as generic and respectful as possible. David and I have admittedly had some issues lately and we went through a period where we were broken up. However we decided to try it one more time and again, recently it has fallen apart. I care for and love him very much and it's hard right now. I have treasured every moment with him and I hope with all my being that we can stay friends. If not, I definitely have no hard feelings for him or our past. He means the world to me.

Having A Hard Time

Life is throwing me a lot of curve balls right now... and I'm having a hard time dealing with it. That's why I'm not really updating or saying much recently...I've just been keeping to myself. When I have more to say, I will. I'm just trying to deal at the moment, that's all.

Saw My Dad and Everyone Else

So yesterday was a party for my grandfather and dad's birthday. Everyone was there, and I got to see my dad and everyone else again. We played baseball and swam and some other fun stuff. It was great seeing my cousins again and everyone. Definitely cool.

Another Video Of Me

If you wonder what my days are like lately... just watch the video below.

California Gurls... Gay Style

I've watched this video countless times in the past couple of weeks and decided it should be posted on here for all of you... even though you've probably already seen this video out in the wild.

Whoa! Big Life Events!

When I turned 22, I said that I thought this would be a big year for me... and already that's proving to be true. I think the biggest, by far, event is me being back in touch with my dad and his side of the family. I'm talking to about half the family right now, including my dad. I've seen Aunt Marianne and Uncle Kurt in person and I will meet up with my dad in the next couple of weeks. I would post more about this, but really there is nothing more to say other than I plan to stay in touch with them.

Other news would include the fact that I went to OC with my mom, David and Kristianna on Wednesday to go to court for the ticket I got when I drove David and I down. Well when I showed up at court, the officer never showed, so the whole thing got thrown out :) We stayed Thursday as well and left Friday. It was a nice trip.

I'm also still looking for a job and am having an internal battle with what I want exactly. I mean, I want a career... but I don't know what I'm willing to do/give up for it... so that's on going.

I went to Six Flags with Kristianna and that was fun. Not much else to say there.

On the Fourth of July, David bought a whole bunch of fireworks and we had a blast (kiterakky)letting them off in his yard... it was awesome :)

And finally... THE HEAT!!! The past couple of weeks, low 90s are considered cool! We have hit 100* several times in June and July. And one day Baltimore hit 105*, Frederick hit 107* and DC hit 103*. The heat has been insane and of course record breaking.

22

Well... here we are. The dreaded 22. The good ol' double two. Double dos. Twin two's. Just think, once I live the life time I've already lived... I will be 44! Man. Anyway, 21 treated me well, I guess. I definitely made the most memories being 21 than I think any other age. It was fun and sad and exciting and depressing and enthralling and cool and insane and adventurous and so many other words I could describe... but you get the point. 21 was probably my biggest year yet. Looking back on my post about turning 21 last year, I was in a time of my life where I had never been happier. A time where I was on Cloud 9 and then some. It was amazing. I also stated that I hoped when I posted about turning 22 a year later, that I'd still be just as happy. I will admit, I'm not as happy as I was this time last year, but life has it's ups and downs. Also right now I have MANY options for my life. From personal things, to choosing a new job, preferably a career. Maintaining and growing relationships and friends. Really carving a path for MY LIFE and MY FUTURE. I feel, that the age of 22 will really be the first year that starts my adult life. I believe that when I post about turning 23 a year from today (wow, OLLLD) that I will have a very different life... and I think that's a good thing. I can see some of the things I believe will change, but others, I'm sure, will be a surprise. I'm nervous and excited, hopeful but cautious. I just hope that this time next year, I have a smile on my face, and happiness in my heart.

Bored... Just Watch It lol

Hershey Park!

Last Friday, David and I decided we wanted to go to Hershey Park... so we did lol. We went up on Friday evening, got stuck in a TON of traffic and got there after about 4.5 hours. We stayed at the Sheraton and BOY was it a nice hotel. It was like a mini city in itself lol. Anyway we went to Hershey Park on Saturday and had a blast :D We even made a music video to "Bad Romance" and they showed it on TVs in Hershey and when people recognized us, the huge crowd cheered and clapped and yelled for us. Haha, I guess you can say we were famous for a night :) On our way home on Sunday, we saw right off the interstate a very pretty lake and park with some people. We decided to take the closest exit and after about 10-15 mins of adventuring, we found our way to the lake, Lake Redmond. We were able to rent a paddle boat and spent about an hour on the water. Doing small things like this, stopping to smell the roses instead of just looking straight ahead to get home really does enrich your life. I'm so glad we did this. Below are pictures and if you want to watch it, a video of our little Lake Redmond adventure.

The Zoo and Gay Pride

Alright so on Friday the 11th, David and I decided to head to The National Zoo in DC. We went and had a pretty good time. Not too much to detail on that trip. Just a nice, chill day trip :) Below is a picture of me sitting on a large eagle statue haha.


Well later on Friday night, David and I went to TOWN to begin Gay Pride at the club. We had a pretty good time. Tatianna, Morgan and some other chick from RuPaul's Drag Race were there. I went crazy when Tatianna came out! I LOVE HER! :D Anyway we danced the night away and came home and had a good day overall. Although, by the time we got home, I could barely move. Haha below is David and I getting it on on the dance floor... the strobe lights gave me crazy eyes lol


And finally, Saturday was the actual Pride Parade. That was so fun! So many people and events and happiness! They were throwing beads and candy and so many other random things. It lasted for about 3 hours! But it was totally worth it! Below are some pictures from the parade. I didn't take too many pictures, but at least I got a few.

Tatianna from RuPaul

Trashed car

Everyone making out in the fountain in DuPont

David with his parade collections

The 3G Post - Graduation, Geocaching and "Glee"

So last Thursday, June 3, was Kent Island High School's graduation for seniors. It was a sad but exciting time. I got to see so many of my friends graduate and move closer to their futures. This summer is going to be hard knowing most of them are leaving me in a couple months. I'm going to try and hold onto them as tight as possible untl then however. A HUGE storm hit the school during graduation. The lights went out, thunder boomed, people screamed... it was AWESOME! Haha! I went to graduation with Cyndl, who graduates next year :)


So I've started to participate in a new hobby I recently discovered. It's called geocaching. To learn more about it go to their site geocaching.com . Basically, it's a worldwide treasure hunt amongst millions of people in an underground like community. I was shocked at how many people know about it. And it's pretty fun! David and I went geocaching for the first time on Sunday, using my Droid, we found 2 caches successfully. Here are two pics from our adventure!
Above: Our first geocache ever. Found in bleachers.
Below: Found this one in the woods :)

"Glee" has become an absolute obsession of mine. I'm ADDICTED to it. And the season finale is tonight. And I gotta tell ya, I'm going crazy with anticipation! Haha. The next season doesn't start until 2011... HOW WILL I LIVE!? Haha, I'm sure I will find a way. But tonight is all about the finale and I can't wait. "Glee" certainly has become one of the best shows of the decade. :)

Rest of Ocean City Trip...

So it's been over a week since David and I got back from OC, but I'm just now gonna tell you about it lol. So I left you off right before we hit Ripley's Believe It or Not, the mirror maze and the lazer maze. Well they were all so fun! David and I had a blast!

Sunday: Sunday, we laid out and tanned quite a bit. We hit up the arcade some more I think, walked around and just enjoyed the sights. We also decided that we wanted to stay an extra day... so we decided to leave on Tuesday instead of Monday.

Monday: So we had to switch rooms quickly and after that.. we tanned some more and walked around, had a nice dinner. Just chilled. The last couple of days in OC we very relaxing and just nice :)

Tuesday: So we wake up early... like 6:45am early (thanks babe lol) and we pack up and then go for a bike ride in the morning on the boardwalk. That was SOOO fun. I'm glad David wanted to do that. I will probably do that every time I go now. Here's a video of that...

Then we returned them and walked around a bit, played some more at the Arcade. Got fudge and popcorn and a funnel cake and made our way back home. :) It was a very nice "honeymoon" type of vacation. For future reference, The Hotel Monte Carlo is very nice and convenient.
Here are some pics from the trip :)

Having a Great Time in OC

So in an attempt to keep my blog better updated, I'm trying to get back to mobile blogging as well, so that's what I'm doing lol. Anyway, yesterday David and I got here at around noon, I got a speeding ticket for doing 70 in a 55 as soon as we got into Ocean City... YAY MY FIRST TICKET! I blame it solely on the fact David was in the car haha. Anyway we were able to check in early and hit the boardwalk. We enjoyed some Thrasher's Fries and played a lot of arcade games and did a lot of walking and people watching. We enjoyed a candle lit bath in the jaccuzzi in our room and got to bed. I didn't sleep too well cuz of loud neighbors.

Today we have walked around a lot again. Tanned on the beach for a bit. played a couple hours sort of mini golf. And again, enjoyed another candle lit bath in the jaccuzzi.

Now we are about to head on out and go to Ripleys Believe It or Not and see the museum, go thru the mirror maze and the later maze. So excited! Then walk around some more and eventually eat a late dinner.

WE ARE DEFINITELY HAVING A BLAST SO FAR THIS WEEKEND!

Goodbye PRS Guitars

Yes, that's right. I was going to announce it on my site last week, but I became very busy and didn't find the time, and I'm working on that. But yes, I decided to part ways from the company that has seen me grow and change so much. When I started at PRS, I had never kissed anyone before except a peck on the lips in 3rd grade with Ashley Smith. And certainly had I never kissed a guy. I had never held a guys hand. I never had a boyfriend. But that all changed in my 2 years working at PRS Guitars. My first kiss, my first love, my first boyfriend, my first everything really. PRS Guitars will always be the place that I grew from a boy to a man. And I will miss the atmosphere and people and casual job I had. Whether it was listening to my iPod while scuffing covers and dancing to Britney Spears, or holding a guitar headed to the hands of a superstar rockstar, PRS Guitars will always hold fond memories for me in my heart. So why am I leaving? Well to put it the best way possible, sometimes you need to know when to leave the party. And my time would be now. Where do I go from here? I don't know exactly. And that's kind of daunting, yet very exciting as well. I have some ideas, but I won't detail them until something is more official. To sum it all up... I have been very fortunate to work for a place like PRS Guitars and it has helped me grow in every way imaginable and I am eternally grateful for it and leave with nothing but positive thoughts and wishes for the company and employees. And, of course on my last day working there, yesterday May 26, I wore my PRS Guitars shirt, white shorts and danced to Britney Spears one last time. Thanks for all the memories PRS!

A Months Worth Of Chaotic Life In A Few Lines...

WOWOWOWOWOW! Where do I even BEGIN to start with this update. It's been WAYYYY overdue. Last week I said I'd update then, and I didn't. But now I am. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much has happened. And I am really tired cuz it's 2am and I got up at 6:20am for work yesterday and haven't been asleep yet. So I'm going to do my best to cover all bases without going crazy with details. A month is a lot to cover in one post, especially when it's been as crazy as the last month. Maybe this would be a good time to just use bullet points for quick but informative reading? Yes that sounds good. See, I'm so tired I'm thinking out loud with text haha. Ok let's try and do this.

• - David and I were mugged in Bowie. They didn't get anything, just cornered us and I talked them down and they left.
• - I made a very HUGE decision that I will cover at the end of this post.
• - I've been staying with David every weekend and even more sometimes.
• - My aunt Lisa had to have a total hysterectimy.
• - I'm still going to physical therapy for the car accident, it FINALLY seems to be helping
• - David and I went to Ocean City on Friday May 21. It was a day trip.
• - All KIHS Seniors had prom on Saturday the 22nd, and at midnight David and I went to KI and picked up Kristianna and went to the Double TT Diner and ate there until 2am. Then drove around until 3:10am. That was an "interesting" time. Fun too.
• - David and I hit a rough patch. I will admit. And I only talk about it because it was made public in ways. So I will be respectful and simply use David's own public words on the situation..."Problems have been resolved :)" and "I had some issues I had to work on... But now I'm putting in my best effort =)" His exact words <3
• - I have lost a very close friend of mine. Not to death, but it is her choice. I will miss her friendship, but won't say anything further on it for obvious privacy reasons.
• - I am no longer going to Senior Week 2010 in OC with Courtney and Kristianna
• - I have started tanning again. However it may only be for this month do to money concerns.
• - I got a buzz cut, by accident, but it looks ok I guess.

I think that's the best I can do! I know I'm missing a lot of details and probably some big stuff, but at least this covers some stuff! Oh and I have a HUGE announcement I will make right after I post this, so it will be the post directly above this one. It's big.

Haha

This is one of those times I tell you I have a HUGE update coming. By tomorrow I will have one very long informative post and also another post with big news. Check back to tomorrow!  Maybe even tonight. :)

Busy Busy Busy!

So I haven't updated in quite a while. But I have about five minutes left on my lunch break so I thought I'd put my phone to good use and update ya. Nothing too big has happened since my exciting previous update. I've been staying with David (world's best boyfriend) a lot and seeing him often (which I love). I'm even starting to stay Sunday nights and getting up with him at 5:30am on Mondays and head to work then from PG county. Only love would motivate me to be willing to get up that early lol. Ugh I'm so happy with him. Things are different with him than past situations. I am so lucky. Last Thursday we had an amazing movie night at Amanda's. We had delicious food and watched Avatar. <3 I'm so mushy gushy and happy when I talk about him, which is allllll the time haha. But yeah, I need to go now. Lunch is over. You've been updated! :D

Mic & David

As of Thursday, April 15, David and I are officially together. He is my boyfriend! :D Mark it down on your calendars and make sure to send us anniversary gifts :P

Wednesday 14 - Sunday 18

Alright so I am still recovering from the car accident on the 8th, however my doctor has encouraged me to start living my life as normal as possible, so that's what I have attempted to do. I went over to David's on Wednesday. And thats where my week starts.

Wednesday - So I went over to David's for Wednesday night. Nothing really happened. We sat around and talked a lot. We didn't get to bed until around 4:00 AM.

Thursday - After sleeping a whole 2.5 hours, David and I got up and went to his neurologist appointment at 6:30 AM. That was interesting. His doctor works out of his basement lol. We had to walk in a side door, thru his garage, into his living room and then down stairs into the basement, lol. David liked and trusted him though, so that's good. Then we got back home but we left again to drop off his meds and all that stuff. Honestly, I can't remember much about that day. I was so tired. I think we took a nap? I'm not sure lol. Then something MAJOR happened on Thursday night... I will cover that in an entirely new post after I finish this one.

Friday - OK so I sleep in and then on Friday I head to my doctors appointment for my back/spine. I'm told that I had pretty severe trauma done to my spinal muscles, but nothing permanent and nothing was broken. So YAY! I start physical therapy this coming Wednesday, the 21st, and back to work the next day after that :D FINALLY! Then I met David on the island and we went to Christie's birthday party. That was fun. Then David and I got back to his place at like 1:30 AM.

Saturday - I really did nothing on Saturday. I think we slept off and on until like 4:00 PM lol. We just hung out basically, ate some Chinese and watched home videos of David from when he was tiny lol. Oh and I gave him his 2.6 lb bag of peanut M&Ms and his card. He liked it :)

Sunday - Slept in again and then we literally just did nothing all day. In the evening he took me home. And that was that :) Now, make sure you read the post right above this one, it's important, big news :D

Car Accident

So, Thursday I was in a car accident with David. I've been out of work since and tomorrow I get a CT of my head, an MRI of my neck and X-Rays of my spine. I don't know how bad off I am, I guess we will see. Being off work this long is driving me crazy! Like, I instantly want to go back all of a sudden. Ugh. Anyway, I'm not going to post pics of the accident, it's depressing. The car may declared "totaled" later this week. And that would suck. Hopefully they just fix it. Here's a pic of David in the hospital waiting to be seen.
We are ok I suppose. David and I both have physical therapy to go through, but hopefully we are back to 100% soon.

Ohhhhhhhhh

So. Sick. Body aches. Coughing. Sore throat. Congestion. Ugh. And its about 90* outside and sunny and Spring Break and I can't do anything. This sucks. Hardcore. Yesterday the sore throat was the worst thing... now its the body aches. I'm hoping this goes away by the weekend so I can spend all weekend with David feeling good.

UPDATE: My day just got so much better :D David sent flowers, a card and a "Get Well" balloon to me! This seriously has me very happy right now :)

Thursday-Sunday = Perfect :)

Alright so lemme 'splain what has happened since my last, well, quite forward post lol. Most of it deals with David but there are also other things too that we get to cover :D Lets do this day by day.

Thursday- Ok so thankfully this weekend is a 3 day weekend thanks to Good Friday. So Thursday was my last day of the week to work. David and I have been talking non stop all week. And Thursday while working we were both saying how we needed something to do after work. So, we decided to hang out. We already had plans with each other for Friday and Saturday, so we just added Thursday to the mix lol. He came to the island and we walked the Terrapin Park trail and then went to Christie's where Courtney, Kristianna, Dan, Christie, David and I watched "The Blind Side". :) That was a good night.

Friday- Slept in. Then I went and picked up David. And guess what? WE WENT TO THE CHERRY BLOSSOM FESTIVAL IN DC! Omg, it was so amazing. The trees, the monuments, the weather. And the thing that made it perfect? Holding David's hand the entire time. :) It's actually kinda hard to describe how awesome the day was. We walked around the entire Tidal Basin, went to the Jefferson Memorial and Washington Monument. And then just walked around talking :)



Afterwards we went out to dinner and then went back to his place. I met his family and then we went to his room and watched "House Bunny" (love that movie). Afterwards we kinda fell asleep for a bit... woke up at 2:30am and decided I should stay the night. We were up talking until 7am! :D The sun literally came up before we went to sleep. Then we slept on and off until like 2pm lol. I rushed home, and got ready for the party later on in the day Saturday...

Saturday- Got ready for the party. Went to Erics and the fun began lol. David made it about an hour later and we had a BLAST all night. The whole gang, about 20, welcomed David with open arms. Eric and Ken even welcomed him with a rape sandwich lol. Poor David :P

We were there until a bit after midnight and then we said our long goodbye and he went home. And guess what?

Sunday- I already miss him :P
UPDATE: At the last minute, David and I went to the movie and saw "Clash of the Titans" in 3D. :) Four days in a row :D

What Is This? :D

You know... when you know something is right, you just know. When something feels "at home" with you, you just know. When something takes over your emotions and makes everything good for a little bit and puts a never ending smile on your face, you just know. Well guess what?... I KNOW. :) At least for now. Lol. I've met someone. And, no matter how perfect and AMAZING previous guys have been... sometimes it just doesn't click. Sometimes, no matter what you do, the fit just isn't right, and in the end, you just don't "know". Well, that's NOT the case with this new person. His name is David. Now, I JUST met him a few days ago. And we hung out yesterday. We went to the mall, watched a movie and walked around downtown Annapolis and just talked and talked and TALKED. It came so naturally. :) And let me tell you... I haven't been this giddy in a long time, if ever. We have definitely, in our short friendship, clicked very well. We talk non stop, all day, finding out more and more about each other. Now, it HAS only been a FEW days that we've known each other. And when I say I "know"... that doesn't mean he's "the one" or I foresee a long future with him. All I mean by that, at least for now, is that he is the first person in quite some time that I could see a potential future with. Not gonna push it too much right now. But at this moment, and it could change at any other given moment, but, right now, in THIS moment... things look very positive and exciting. :)

The Last Two Weeks

They have been CRAZY! Um, lets start off with last week. I didn't go to work at all (personal issues), and I had very little down/free time. However, when I was able to, I hung out with John since he was up here for spring break. Some nights I was up until 6am! It was overall a pretty bad and dark week... but lets not delve into that. Umm, I started going to the gym and eating a LOT less food. I'm trying to lose about 20 lbs as FAST AS POSSIBLE. So I'm going to the gym at least 3 days a week and working out for 2 hours each time. It's intense and time consuming, especially after a full day of work, but I'm determined! So anyway, that is a very short version of my last week. Now, this week. On Monday, Aris and April and I went to the movies and saw "Alice in Wonderland" in 3D. IT SUCKED! One of the worst movies I've ever seen in a movie theater! I was disappointed. Then afterwards, a long story short, Aris and I are no longer talking and April and I are... well I don't know. Tuesday, I went on a walk with Wade on the trail. And Today, I went to the gym and random little things after work. A pretty decent day :) All in all, life is filled with rollercoaster rides and ups and downs. This week is definitely headed in an "up" trend. Hopefully it stays that way for a while! :P

Oh God

I'm at a photo shoot. With Molly, Nic, Mat, Will, Wade, Eric, Dan, Ken and Christie and Iris. Nuf said.

Bleh

Well that pretty much sums it all up and how I feel. Life kinda is a drag right now. I don't know what to think or how to feel. My self esteem is rock bottom. As is my drive. It sucks. I really don't know what to do. I hope I'm not headed to a dark place again... but all signs point that way. :/ BTW the picture doesn't necessarily mean one person. Just a track record of my life... but one person does out weigh them all when it comes to this.

Yup, It Was A Crazy Yet Fun Weekend!

Ohhhhh Saturday night. Saturday, Saturday night. Crazy times. I knew it was coming too lol. Let's see if I can remember the bullet points. Hmm, we went out to a bar/restaurant called The Tortoise and the Hare for Jonathan's birthday. I had a few drinks there. And then we went to the club, APEX, and I had a lot to drink there. So I suppose you can say I kinda got really drunk. Thankfully it doesn't happen often at all. But I had a blast. After clubbing, at like 3:30am, we all (about 10 people) went walking down the streets of DC looking for pizza... no idea why tho lol. And then we went home. It was a lot of fun and here are some pics to show ya what went down.

Annie; This Weekend Is Gonna Be Crazy

Last night I went to the opening night of KIHS' "Annie". And I loved it. I had a blast and really loved seeing everyone, some of who I hadn't seen in months. It was a great night :) The picture above is me wearing part of Courtney's maid outfit lol.

So I am mentally and physically preparing myself for this weekend. Jonathan (Aris' roommate) is throwing a weekend long party for him turning 21. I know clubbing will be involved, and even tho its not my scene at all, I am going to try my best to enjoy myself and let go. I hope to have a great time and have fun :) and I get to see Aris all weekend which is a huge "YAY!". I HOPE to post some pictures from this weekend, but that almost never happens. Haha. So I'm going to get off of here and go shower and get ready to head to VA/DC for the weekend! :D

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Always Busy

So last weekend I went and spent it with Aris. Of course we had a blast as usual. During the weekend I was convinced to let Jonathan cut and style my hair, although not quite yet. I also decided on a color scheme for my black and white bedroom. And finally I already am completely booked for this weekend due to Jonathan's up coming birthday bash. I realize I really do need to start posting pictures from my adventures on here more. Always remember to check my Facebook and Twitter for the most frequent and up to date info and pictures of whats happening in my life.

On to more, well, less fun things... my dentist is fixing my mouth lol. I had a minor minor MINOR case of gum disease... it was in its embryotic stage haha. But yeah im having several procedures done to fix the problem. In two weeks i am gonna go thru a painful deep clean on my right side and in the beginning of April my left side will be done. Afterwards im going to look into perfectly straightening my already straightish teeth, and then whitening my already pearly whites. :P

Now we move onto my body... it's the fattest and most out of shape it has been in YEARS! But thats gonna change. Starting this week I go back to the gym and in April I start tanning again.  I have to whip my body into tip top shape before senior week in ocean city the beginning of June.

"The Crazies"

Tonight I went with Kristianna and Courtney to see "The Crazies". I have never heard either one of them scream as much as they did during that movie... and I was sitting in between them lol. It wouldn't surprise me if I went deaf. Now did I scream? Only two or three times. All the other times everyone screamed I was hiding behind my hands haha. It was a really good movie and we had an awesome time. :) oh an guess what? I GOT GLASSES! Mostly for driving. DC to see Aris tomorrow!

I Love My Life Right Now

It has nothing to do with a guy. Or anything like that. Take away anything to deal with "guys" and right now, my life is AMAZING. And I can only see how things will get even better as days go by. At the end of 2009 and the very beginning of 2010, I was scared of what 2010 might bring and I didn't want to let 2009 go. But OH BOY let me tell you, I am running full speed ahead into 2010 now, without looking back. I am SO EXCITED about life now. Everything is coming together. This year, I am doing ME. I am happy with ME. And no one else. If a guy comes along, so be it. Maybe tomorrow, maybe 2 years from now. That, however, is not my focus. Right now my focus is me and my future, and boy does it look amazing. Hello 2010! 2011, HERE I COME! ;)

Happy Valentine's Day!

So I've met a guy. I've actually known him for a while now, but not closely. Then a few weeks ago April told me he was talking about me and well I guess one thing let another and now he and I are talking. He's entirely too sweet. Very kind and giving. I went and spent the night at his place last night near DC and got to meet his roommate and some friends. That was fun. :) we had dinner in DC, rented a movie from Blockbuster. Overall we had a great time. He even surprised me with some roses and chocolates at midnight for Valentine's. THATS what kind of guy he is. :) Now before he entered my life I was not looking for anyone. I was very happy being single, and still am. But this guy may be too good to let go. So slowly forward I go. Letting him in a tiny bit at a time. And we will see where it goes.