Well that pretty much sums it all up and how I feel. Life kinda is a drag right now. I don't know what to think or how to feel. My self esteem is rock bottom. As is my drive. It sucks. I really don't know what to do. I hope I'm not headed to a dark place again... but all signs point that way. :/ BTW the picture doesn't necessarily mean one person. Just a track record of my life... but one person does out weigh them all when it comes to this.