Ok, I'm starting to come around now. The reason I've been so sad is I have had to turn down two amazing job opportunities and it has KILLED me. And it has made me feel worthless and low. I am still trying to be optimistic and keep my head up... and being surrounded by people who love me and support me helps for sure. They make sure I know I am worth something. And I appreciate it :) Hopefully more smiles are to come more frequently. And hopefully the same goes for money haha