Snowstorm...in October!

Alrighty, so long story short... a rare, actually never happened before in history kind of storm hit the northeast today. Heavy snow fell from northern Virginia and western Maryland all the way up to Maine. Some areas received 3 FEET of snow! At home, we got nothing but flurries after all day rains. However, last night (Friday night) David and I drove up to Harrisburg, PA for the storm we didn't wanna miss! It has been awesome. So much snow before Halloween! I will post pics later :) I'm off to bed now!

UPDATE: Pics are posted! If you wanna see more, look under the "Snowtober" album on my Facebook!

Big Day Coming Up

Tomorrow (technically later today) is a big day for me. I have made a decision about what I wanna do with my life and I'm going for it. I may be turned away or accepted with open arms in the fate I'm choosing...either way the suspense of not knowing is killing me. At least I now know what I want. It's just a matter of GETTING it. Tomorrow will either be a very good, productive day, or one that will be a disappointment and something I need to move on from. I will update this post with the results. As for now, I can't sleep with anticipation. Been in bed for two hours now and just can't sleep. Blah. Come on morning! I can't wait to send the email that will start, or end, it all!

UPDATE: I will update next week. Process is more drawn out than I expected.

Candid Video About My Current Situation

This video is private and really only for my eyes to see and my absolute closest friends and family.

Regrets and Mistakes

Sure, many wonderful things have happened this year. However, they pale in comparison to the not so good things. I will admit, 90% of my problems this year are MY FAULT. I can already see that 2011 will be "The Year of Regrets and Mistakes" for me... I'm trying to correct any further regrets, but I am making it hard on myself. I fear the biggest mistake I made so far this year, was just last week... and it potentially was a doozy. I haven't decided yet, hopefully I realize I did the right thing... I hope I did.. but I'm scared I made a huge mistake. But that's in the past and I NEED to find a way to pave a brighter future, filled with less regrets and mistakes. All I can say is lyrics from Adele's "Someone Like You" never have fit more appropriately when she sings "regrets and mistakes, they're memories made"... they certainly are... memories I need to remember and learn from and move on.

Coming Around

Ok, I'm starting to come around now. The reason I've been so sad is I have had to turn down two amazing job opportunities and it has KILLED me. And it has made me feel worthless and low. I am still trying to be optimistic and keep my head up... and being surrounded by people who love me and support me helps for sure. They make sure I know I am worth something. And I appreciate it :) Hopefully more smiles are to come more frequently. And hopefully the same goes for money haha

I'm Depressed

That's why I'm not posting. I am literally depressed. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life at all. :'( This may be my lowest point. I need life to turn around. Now. Right freaking now!

Cold Weather; iPhone Announcement

Well, it may only be the first few days of October, but it seems the weather wants to skip fall and head straight into winter! It has been cloudy and rainy for about a week now, with highs in the low 50's and lows in the 40's! And in West Virginia, Pennsylvania and western Maryland there have even been a couple inches of SNOW! Can you believe it!? Hopefully, this is a sign of a cold and snowy winter :D

Now... onto something I have been waiting for for MONTHS! The next iPhone. I am careful not to say iPhone 5 because many rumors lately are pointing to an iPhone 4S, NOT an iPhone 5. I hope those rumors are incorrect. iOS 5 is about to be released and it would only make sense if the iPhone 5 corresponded with the release of iOS 5. The announcement will take place at 1PM EST tomorrow and as SOON as I know what we are looking at, I will make a post. Now, I know I have always been a huge supporter of Android, well after a few years backing Android, I have to admit... IT SUCKS. I gave Google years of time to fix bugs and glitches and fragmentation issues and they just haven't even touched the problems Android has. iPhone has proven dependable and reliable time and time again and this is why I now want to make the switch. I have no money right now and that means I can't get it right away... but as soon as I can, if it's the iPhone 5 and not the iPhone 4S... I will be getting it.

Alicia!

Yesterday was a pretty awesome day :D Why? Because my old friend, whom I had not seen in 6 years, came over and hung out! Who? Alicia Martinez :D I missed her so much! She's doing well and that's awesome. We sat around and watched tv and talked for hours :D It was so good seeing her!