Tuesday, October 28, 2008

If I Could Have Answered...

One of my best friends sent me a text the other day letting me know that they had their cell phone, and gave me their number through a text. I wanted to reply, I REALLY REALLY wanted to reply, but I couldn't :-(. However, if I did reply I would have had a lot to say, and it probably would have gone a little something like this...

"Heyyyyy! OMG! I can't believe you got a cell phone! :-D Now we can talk all the time when certain 'barriers' come down ;-). I can't wait for that time, because then when you come over my house like you always do now a days lol, I am going to sit right next to you, you have one guitar and I have the other, and I am gonna copy all of your awesome guitar playing skills! :-D And of course we will make it a few seconds in and start cracking up laughing and we will have soooo much fun :-D. But until then, I need you to know that I am still here. I am not going anywhere. I have not given up, and am still looking very much forward to the day that we can hang out and act like huge dorks together again lol. So please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't give up on me, because I haven't given up. Knowing that you, and my other great friends are on the other side waiting for me is such a HUGE motivation. I cannot pin point a specific time where things will get back to normal. However, I want you to know that you and some of my other closest friends will know right before they make the announcement that night. I NEED you to know that, because it's very hard for me to sit there and then notice that they are about to reinstate someone, and I know it's not me, but you don't. So every time they made one of those announcements, I have had to see my friends get all excited and anxious hoping to hear my name, and it's not me, and then I see my friends become sad and discouraged. That is hard for me to see. So you need to know that if they go on stage, and are about to make an announcement of reinstatement, but you haven't been told that its gonna be me before, then it will not be me. Like I said, I will make sure, somehow you and my other close friends will know before the announcement is made :-). With that said, I hope that I am the next name called up there :-). Anyway I know this has been a long text message, and I hope you get it all lol. Oh and BTW I love seeing you when you come over :-D. Lol. Makes things feel a little more like they used to, it's a good way to hold me over until everything IS back to normal :-). Ok I am gonna stop texting now lol. Have a good day!"

Ok so there ya go. If I had answered my friends text message the other day, that's how it would've gone ;-)