So the only way i have found relief from my life is to go hiking on our many trails here on the Island. I swear, this island is jam PACKED full of various trails leading to many adventures. I love them! I just discovered new ones this weekend, and I here theres even more! I've lived here all my life! Lol. Anyway this weekend, as you have read, I have been stressed to the max, I mean it has gotten so bad at times that I couldn't even listen to new music because my mind couldn't handle anything else unfamiliar without freaking out. I also couldn't watch TV, I just couldn't take just sitting there! So after my drama filled night Friday, I was so freaked out and confused that I went to Denny's across the bridge, even though I was exhausted, at 1:30 AM! That's after getting up at 6:00 AM for work! So at 2:00 AM I was Denny's eating pancakes and scrambled eggs with cheese. I was so tired! I got to bed and went to bed at around 2:30 AM. I then woke up a little before 7:30 AM, less than five hours later, and couldn't go back to sleep because my mind wouldn't let me. So I got up and went for a walk down one of our paths to the Romancoke Pier. I stayed there and thought for a few hours. So at around 11:00 AM I made it back and headed straight down to my newly discovered pathway right next to my job. And I walked that and got lost lol. It's a huge trail with many different branches going to various locations. I got soooo lost lol. I took pictures both of when I knew where I was and when I was lost. You will see those in a bit. Anyway, Saturday after my trail blazing, I came home and took a shower and picked up April and we did some running which ended up at the mall and shopping lol. Then Saturday night freaking sucked, it was related to the drama of Friday night, just in a confusing, anger creating way. Sunday wasn't any better. As a matter of fact, it was so intensely confusing I couldn't even be at my house! I just had to drive and get away. By this point my family is really starting to worry. They know what's going on, I explained it to them. They can only do so much and hope I make good decisions... which seems to be something I know nothing about. Anyway, the weird thing is, this entire weekend, the only music i could stand was Britney Spears. I was so confused because that's weird lol. Bat immediately starting Friday night, then right til Sunday night, Britney was the only thing my mind would listen to. I think it's because it's something familiar and the songs I chose to listen to had no deep message, just good, pointless pop with no strings attached. So that freed my mind a bit. So I'm kinda glad of that. Starting today I was able to start listening to my current favorite songs out right now... but for only so long. Britney still needs to come to the rescue a lot though. I will keep you updated on everything. Here are the pics from Saturdays hike at Terrapin Park, right next to where I work.
Here I am all fake happy on the trail.
I just realized that I am lost... the trail just kept going!
OMG! The plants are eating me!

Look! A deer in the wilderness! Not all is bad about being lost!
Yay! The beach! I made it to my destination! I'm so lucky to live somewhere so perfect!